Had my first weigh-in today. Down 5.5 pounds. I tried to squeeze 5.75, but it just wasn't happening. Oh well, I want to be true to myself.
Had a Dr. apt as well. I get to go have nerve conduction tests again. Yippee. They feel SO good, everyone should try it! But seriously, if they did that shit on rapists and child molesters, there would be ZERO of them around. I'm stressing it, and don't even have the appointment set up yet! lol Oh well.
Next week I will incorporate excersise and that will excellerate my weight loss. WOOHOO for me.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Second day of blogging. I did really good today. Waited too long for breakfast, so I was starving shortly after I ate. That's what I get for getting up at 6:30 and waiting till 11 to eat. But, we did go out to Taco Bell for lunch. That was a nice treat too. Dinner was AWESOME! Can't wait to weigh in tomorrow morning. Luckily, we have a scale at work that was calibrated, and hasn't moved since then. I hope they don't take that away from us, like they are taking other things. Dammit.
Time to blow dry the hair and play some WII!!!!
Time to blow dry the hair and play some WII!!!!
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Well, here we are. 2010. I never thought I would be back to where I was in 1999, but I'm getting close and if I don't do something now, I never will.
Back in 1999 I decided to join WW. It was great. I lost 60 pounds in 8 months. I would have kept going, but for reasons I won't go into, I didn't.
Over the years, I lost another 20 and managed to maintain that, until I met my now husband. I have ballooned and am so upset with myself that I need to get serious again. 2010 has to be all about me. My oldest son is 19, my youngest is 14, and I need to still set better examples for them. Thank GOD my husband is supportive. I still won't explain things to him, as I tend to keep a lot of things bottled up, so it's hard for him to fully comprehend where I am coming from. But, like I said, he is supportive and that will help. He said he is proud of me today, for getting back on the WW program. I don't want him to be proud. Not yet. He can be excited, but not proud. That will come later.
Losing weight is the hardest thing next to quitting smoking I can think of. You don't need alcohol to live. You don't need drugs to live. You DO need food. I'm not saying alcoholics and drug addicts are better off than I am. No, not saying that at all. I'm saying in order to live, we need food. I just have to make better choices about the foods I put in my mouth. THAT is the hard part. It's not cakes, chips, candybars that is killing me. It's the SUGAR! I'm an addict. Or so I think. I can go without chocolate, and I think that's HUGE in most women's lives, but I like candy. The hard things that not only rot my teeth, but BREAK my teeth. lol
So for me, once again, I'm re-learning how to eat to provide fuel to my body, so that I can live to hold my great-grandbabies. Not just eat because I'm bored, upset, sad, depressed, happy, excited, or any other emotion I can come up with. I don't have a choice, I HAVE to do this.
Hopefully this blog will help inspire me. Once I can figure out how to post pictures, I will. It's disgusting, but I'll do it to help motivate me to be where I was 5 years ago, and go beyond. I have SO many cute clothes that are just in a tote in my closet taking up space. I want to get rid of my "Fat-Fat" clothes, and just get back to my "Fat" clothes, so I can move on to my think clothes! WOOHOO GO ME!
Back in 1999 I decided to join WW. It was great. I lost 60 pounds in 8 months. I would have kept going, but for reasons I won't go into, I didn't.
Over the years, I lost another 20 and managed to maintain that, until I met my now husband. I have ballooned and am so upset with myself that I need to get serious again. 2010 has to be all about me. My oldest son is 19, my youngest is 14, and I need to still set better examples for them. Thank GOD my husband is supportive. I still won't explain things to him, as I tend to keep a lot of things bottled up, so it's hard for him to fully comprehend where I am coming from. But, like I said, he is supportive and that will help. He said he is proud of me today, for getting back on the WW program. I don't want him to be proud. Not yet. He can be excited, but not proud. That will come later.
Losing weight is the hardest thing next to quitting smoking I can think of. You don't need alcohol to live. You don't need drugs to live. You DO need food. I'm not saying alcoholics and drug addicts are better off than I am. No, not saying that at all. I'm saying in order to live, we need food. I just have to make better choices about the foods I put in my mouth. THAT is the hard part. It's not cakes, chips, candybars that is killing me. It's the SUGAR! I'm an addict. Or so I think. I can go without chocolate, and I think that's HUGE in most women's lives, but I like candy. The hard things that not only rot my teeth, but BREAK my teeth. lol
So for me, once again, I'm re-learning how to eat to provide fuel to my body, so that I can live to hold my great-grandbabies. Not just eat because I'm bored, upset, sad, depressed, happy, excited, or any other emotion I can come up with. I don't have a choice, I HAVE to do this.
Hopefully this blog will help inspire me. Once I can figure out how to post pictures, I will. It's disgusting, but I'll do it to help motivate me to be where I was 5 years ago, and go beyond. I have SO many cute clothes that are just in a tote in my closet taking up space. I want to get rid of my "Fat-Fat" clothes, and just get back to my "Fat" clothes, so I can move on to my think clothes! WOOHOO GO ME!
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